I’m losing my motivation again. I knit about 10 stitches yesterday and then got distracted. I’d put in a bid for freelance work and the potential client seemed very interested in me but now after the quote, I haven’t heard back. I hope I’m still being considered. It’s so frustrating and heartbreaking, I mean, I do good work and I’m just trying desperately to make a living but everyone wants something for practically free. I see hourly quotes for extensive experience that rival the salaries at Fast Food joints and I just want to cry. I often do.
My intention for today is to knit knit knit with a break for the gym. Trying to decide if I want to take an aquatics class in an hour. Nah. I don’t seem to get my energy till afternoon. I wish that wasn’t the case.
Heading for Square 24 shortly.